I have a lot to say and this is where i say it.

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Okay, hadda let that out

You drive me crazy. It’s starting all over again. You’re so insensitive. You say you miss me and then ignore me all day. No text, no call. It doesn’t take a lot of effort even when you’re sick to text me. But instead you can sit and play video games. I’m sick too, yaknow? You can’t even make me feel a bit better or put a smile on my face. That’s why I left on Monday. That’s why I didn’t want to be near you and sick. You say I whine and i should ‘shut up’. Well, i’m sick. What do you expect? I was in a lot of pain. Thanks for saying everything though. It really hit the spot and made me feel like a great person.

You can’t ever just do one little thing I ask of you. For once suck up your pride and be the bigger person. Gosh, it drives me crazy -_-

I can say whole heartedly that I am 100% happy with the way our relationship has been going. We may bicker from time to time, but we immediately stop and communicate everything out. No yelling, screaming, cursing or crying. Just calmly talking everything out. Im so happy and im glad you finally see that. All I need is you. We’re just working and spending time with each other. Its a good thing we save money and make goals. Its nice that you’re the last person I see at night and the first person I see in the morning. Every girl wants a relationship like we do, it takes time and patience to have what we have. Hell no it wasn’t easy and im sure the future wont be either but damn these past couple of months have been incredible. I love you so much. 122811

It’s been a whole year with you officially. Holy shit, i’ve been through hell and back. We’ve both admitted and made up for our shitty decisions. Everything’s in the past now :) I love you and I can’t believe after everything I put you through you’re still with me. I’m truly grateful. We’ve been through some hard times and some really good times. I set you straight and you tell me whats up! I love how that works.

Here’s to many more years babe. 

I love you always & forever.

12.28.11

I’m tired of people up other people’s ass for hurting another person. Like, fuck you! Who are you to judge? Not everyone is meant to be together. Yeah they may think so for the moment but who really knows what the future holds. You can’t just talk shit about that person for hurting someone else. Shit happens! I’ve been in the position before and all I thought about was how horrible of a person I am for hurting someone, but truth is you’re going to hurt a lot of people in your life. It may or may not be intentional but it happens.

All i’m sayin is people need to relax and take a chill pill! Stop talking about how someone else hurt a person think about how many people you’ve hurt. No everyone can be please or be the pleaser.